Sissy's birthday was yesterday. She turned 26 which means that my 25th birthday is around the corner. I can't believe I'm going to be 25! I feel like the same 17 yr old that went to Mest and H20 shows and wrote letters to Ells in first period Science class about my "awesome" boyfriend. Hols! But, I guess I should be happy, about being 25 I mean....I got a terrific guy and will be married at 25 (something I REALLY wanted to be). Technically, I wanted to be married by 25 but two months after 25 will suffice lol. Hopefully, within one year of getting hitched, Ricky and I will be seriously getting ready for a baby(ies) =) We've already agreed about it but hopefully, we'll be financially well off for me to stay home, as planned.
Ricky got a call today from a lady at Humana about a job. Something he applied for months ago but she wants to know if he's still interested. He's calling her back tomorrow, we're not sure of that pay range. He needs to leave BlueCross anyways, even if it's temporary.
The wedding is less that 5 months away! It's like...4 months away...unbelieveable. Still seems as though its so far away at the same time. My first actual fitting is in January so I'm anxious to hear what they say about my dress being so big and how much they can take it in. They can do what they need to but I am not gaining weight for it. I just noticed that I named my dress "Isabella" and that I am now obsessed with the Twilight series in which the lead character is also Isabella. Inneresting. I'll call Ricky's suit "Edward" lol. Oh, don't even get me started with Edward Cullen!!! ("I'm thinking 'Do me Edward, do me!!!" LOL!). I went with Kaesey to see it for the second time. I wish I could have the dvd already. Oh and the next movie and book to come out!
Oh, we went to New York City for 5 days with Ricky's family for Christmas. It was fun. I enjoyed the cold weather and I felt -6 for the first time. It's pretty unbearable. But, I do love the perks of Florida. Flip flops and all =) I always wanted to go to NYC for Xmas but honestly, since my dad died....and I don't know if it has that much to do with all of that.....I've just not really enjoyed Xmas. It's not what it used to be. My new favorite holiday is Valentine's Day which is funny cuz that used to be my absolute least favorite holiday. I've already began planning what I'm doing for Ricky for V-Day! Anyways, to me, Christmas is just so.....boring. I know that the only way I'm going to enjoy it again is when I have kids and can see their faces light up when they open presents and starting new traditions like making cookies for Santa to eat with them. For now, it just seems like the empty years...waiting for those future Christmas'.
'Tis all for now =)
- Current Mood: calm
- Current Music:"Bella's Lullaby"